I am no longer in puppy hell, but adolescent limbo. I am finally paying for training starting next week. I can’t wait to be in dog heaven! She is so much better behaved than when she was a puppy, but there is still a lot of room for improvement.
I hit a big goal of mine recently. This year I lost 30 lbs (from chasing that puppy all the time) and I was able to change my high blood pressure medicine. They took out the water pill, so now it’s only the medicine that relaxes my arteries. I wish I could get off of it completely. Maybe if I lose more weight, but I am not trying to lose any right now.
I asked the doctor about changing to a medicine that’s safe for pregnancy in the future. She said it’s possible and we would talk about it more when it gets closer. Only a couple more years to go.
I am still re-thinking about the whole baby thing now that I have a puppy. Life is so different now. I can’t take my eyes off the puppy for a second. I have to plan my life around the puppy. The puppy costs so much money. It’s a little scary what would happen if I had a baby. It would be nice to not have to do it alone.
On that note, I started dating a guy recently. It’s going well so far. He’s very different from anyone I’ve ever dated. He’s very country, collects guns, wears cowboy boots and camo, and drives a big truck. He seems like a very nice guy, very hardworking and always willing to lend a hand. Although he denies caring about politics, he has voiced some very conservative opinions that I don’t agree with. We have talked a few times about current events, like the minimum wage going up or gun control, and it usually ends amicably. I have been around the block a few times though. A lot of men will say anything you want to hear, while feeling differently deep down. Then when the truth comes out it feels like a huge betrayal. I am guilty of it too, that’s how I know when someone is doing it. I am trying to feel him out still. I don’t know him that well, and it will be a long time before I do.
Work is very very busy right now. Busier than it has been in years. I don’t think my performance has been stellar this year, and upper management might not be happy with me. Hopefully I can rise to the challenge and impress them. I am a bit of a procrastinator, so it’s easy for me to focus on what is due right away and not what is due in a few months. Then the deadline comes up and I have to cram half a year’s worth of work in one month. I am also poor at time management. Hopefully I still have a job when this is all over, but I want to start looking for a new job next year anyway. My goal is to quit before they can fire me. They fire a lot of people where I work, compared to my past jobs.
-never sleeping in again
-hiding from the puppy to eat dinner and snacks
-the house is never clean
-so. much. laundry.
-everything in the house now belongs to the puppy
-never getting to sit down because of chores and taking care of the puppy
-paying for daycare and babysitting
-can cause so much damage in very little time
-always finding new ways to put its life in danger
I can’t wait until puppyhood is over!
I have been putting off making this update. I got a puppy at the end of May and it has been a really busy 6 weeks since then. I knew having a puppy was going to be hard but I wanted a puppy so bad that I didn’t think about how hard it would be. She is full of energy and always wants to play. She is teething and chews on everything, including me. She hasn’t had any training but I will take her soon. Luckily she is a very sweet dog and I haven’t had any big behavioral problems. The worst is when she is playing and those sharp little teeth nick my skin or my clothes. All of my lounge clothing have holes in them and she has ripped two work shirts. I am running out of clothes!
I can’t wait until she is a big dog that likes to hike with me at the park and then come home and cuddle on the couch! She is growing really fast right now. Every day she looks a little different. Every day her behavior gets a little better, too.
This weekend I had an eye infection and taking care of her was hard. Sometimes I have to just give up and let her do what she wants, like dig in the yard. I’m feeling a little better now, but it’s hard not being able to rest. I can’t take my eye off of her!
This experience is making me evaluate my plans to have a baby on my own. A puppy is very different from a baby, but a lot of people have told me there are similarities too. If this is my life with a puppy, I’m sure a baby will be even more difficult. In a few months I will probably forget how hard it was. And every once in a while I catch myself thinking “I still want one.” Also, “I want another puppy.”
I am settling into the house. So far no new animals in the house, though I did discover there is a chipmunk living in the landscaping outside. The neighbor’s cat loves sitting by the hole waiting for him to come out. I don’t think the chipmunk is going to come out of the hole and walk right into the cat’s waiting mouth. I can’t tell that to the cat though. I’m glad it’s not a rat. I didn’t want to see a rat.
This week I did a diet with no processed foods, only healthy food that I made at home. My coworkers also started a jogging club so I exercised with them for 3 days. I think it’s a good lifestyle change. Of course I still had some chocolate here and there, but I think it really motivated me to stop drinking diet soda. I replaced it with carbonated water. I’d really like to get my high blood pressure down, quitting soda is a big part of that.
I had a big spending week. I had to buy new walking shoes and new work pants. I wear things until they are full of holes and then replace them, but unfortunately the shoes and pants wore out at around the same time. Hopefully I get my apartment deposit back soon. I also got a new bed set to go with my new bedroom theme. I wanted to sell some stuff in a garage sale and see if I could make some money, but turns out my brother is going to need a bunch of stuff for his apartment soon. He helped me move and he’s a poor college student right now, so I will give him my stuff so he has something decent for free.
I am looking at puppies but I can’t get one until after I come back from my trip at the end of this month. I want to spend as much time with the puppy after I get it as I can. I am looking at a litter that was born at the end of February, right around when I closed on my house. They will be 8 weeks old soon and ready to go home. Hopefully there are still some puppies left when I get back from my trip. I am very excited to finally get a dog. I always had dogs growing up and I have really missed having a furry companion. It will be hard not to get two! But I think I can resist.
This week I found a snake in the basement and it only took me a few minutes to get it in a plastic tub and outside of the house. It was certainly the largest pest I’ve ever had in my home before. It definitely felt like an accomplishment to take care of it myself!
I feel like I’m driving my parents nuts constantly calling them about my house, so I’m going to have to write some stuff here just to get it out. I wish I had someone to live with that I could talk to… Anyway. After I moved in I discovered that the refrigerator was broken. I called my home warranty company and they sent a service technician. I was hoping it was a simple fix, but the repair is basically the cost of a new fridge. So I talked to the home warranty company again and they are giving me some money toward a new fridge. They would have repaired it with no cost to me (except a deductible), but the repair wasn’t scheduled until April 7th. I was already without a fridge for a week, I couldn’t imagine going two more weeks with no fridge. So yesterday after the technician left, I found a fridge I liked and got it scheduled for delivery this Monday.
Leading up to this I spent all week worrying about buying a new fridge and just couldn’t find anything that I liked. Somehow the stars aligned and I found a fridge that had all of the features I liked and needed that was a reasonable price. Home ownership is stressful! There has already been some tears driving home from the home improvement store. I’m so glad I’ll finally have a working fridge on Monday.
This house is going to be keeping me busy for as long as I have it I think. I am obsessed with home improvement and interior design now. The home improvement store has become my favorite place to shop. Usually I am very stingy with my money, but I have no problem spending money on my house. Within reason of course. Right now I am trying to convince myself that I don’t NEED real marble in my house… but it’s so pretty!
I’m almost completely moved in, but a lot of stuff is still in boxes. The old apartment needs to be cleaned top to bottom before March 31st. I think I will get my deposit back in full, my landlord is super nice and they’ve always complimented how well I treated the apartment. As soon as I get the deposit back I will start paying off the new fridge.
I’m going to have to write more in this blog so I can vent about the house and save my parents’ sanity.
Today is the first day of me being a home owner!
I closed this morning and then spent the day cleaning, calling utility companies, shopping, then changed the locks.
I have a house!
Since last week when I found out the closing date, I feel like a different person. I’m waking up earlier, getting more done at night like meal prep and exercising, and keeping up with the dirty dishes. I’m mostly proud of myself for getting up early and having a more relaxing morning before rushing off to work.
I can’t wait to start living in my first house and start thinking about the next steps I want to take in life. I’m planning on getting a dog in the short term. The house has 3 bedrooms, so there’s definitely room to grow.
It looks like I won’t be traveling much this year, but it will be worth it when I become a dog mom and get to take my dog hiking in the park nearby!